चेहरा

इस शहर में आने से पहले भी मेने कई बार शहर बदले है। हर शहर में कई चेहरो से मुखातिब होने का मौका मिला पर खुशनसीबी से किसी शहर में कोई ऐसा चेहरा नही मिला जिस चेहरे के पीछे 2 चेहरे ना हो।

याद है मुझे कुछ चेहरे मिले थे उन गलियों में जहाँ मेने अपना बचपन बिताया था, वो चेहरे आज मेरे शहर में तो नहीं है पर वो चेहरे आज भी वहीं है जैसा पहली बार मैंने उनको देखा था, हां में मानता हूं कुछ बदल गया है जैसे उनकी नाक जो बहकर के बाहर आ जाया करती थी आज उस जगह पर उनके मूँछे उग आई है और कुछ की फ्रॉक की जगह अब टॉप ने ले ली है । पूरे साल मुझे दिवाली का इंतजार सिर्फ इसलिए नहीं रहता कि मैं फटाके चलाऊंगा ओर मिठाइयां खाऊंगा बल्कि मुझे तो इंतज़ार रहता है उन चेहरो से मिलने का जिनको देखते ही में वो बच्चा बन जाता हूं जो इस शहर में कभी नही बन पाता।

कुछ चेहरे मुझे कॉलेज में भी मिले थे , हां उनका बचपन मैंने नहीं देखा पर उनके मुंह से सुना जरूर था। शायद इसलिये , हां शायद इसलिए वो चेहरे भी मुझे मेरे गाँव की गलियों वाले चेहरों जैसे ही लगते हैं। हम सभी ने शहर बदल लिया हैं , दोस्त बदल लिए हैं पर आज भी मुझे कोई ऐसा चेहरा नही मिलता जैसा मुझे उन गलियों में मिला करता था जहाँ मेने अपना बचपन गुज़ारा है। शायद इसका कारण यही है कि इन सभी चेहरो का बचपन मुझे पता नहीं जो मुझे शहर में मिलते है।

कभी कभी इन चेहरों पर तरस आता है जो इन बड़े शहरों में रहते है। ये सभी उस बच्चे को भूल गए जो इस चेहरे में कही न कही छुपा हुआ हैं। मेरा मन करता है इन्हें बता दू की जिस चेहरे को ये अपना समझ रहे है वो इनका नहीं किसी ओर का है । ऐसा नहीं की मैंने कोशिश नहीं की हो इन्हें बताने की ओर उस बच्चे को बाहर लाने की जो इनके अंदर कहीं दबा हुआ है पर इनके चेहरों से अब सिर्फ मतलब की बू आती है और वो बच्चा जो इनके अंदर कभी हुआ करता था कबका मर चुका है और अब इन्हें यही चेहरा अच्छा लगता है।

शायद इसलिए, हां इसलिए मुझे शहरों से नफ़रत हैं जहाँ हर चेहरे के पीछे एक ओर चेहरा रहता है। 

If you won't, Somebody else will

If you won't start it today,
Somebody else will.

If you won't wake up at right time,
Somebody else will.

If you won't decide your aim,
Somebody else will.

If you won't take yourself sincerely,
Somebody else will.

If you won't make your life matter,
Somebody else will.

If you won't stop wasting your time,
Somebody else will.

If you won't take yourself up to the top,
Somebody else will.

If you won't make your dream true,
Somebody else will.

If you won't follow your passion,
somebody else will.

If you won't tell her how much you love her,
Somebody else will.

There are almost 7000000000 of people in this world and 1300000000 of them live in India. It's only you who decide your life not somebody else but always remember somebody else is always there to beat you.

So Start and start smart.
Make It Happen..:)

#aazaadiyaan

Make Your Life Matter

i wish i didn't take life so seriosuly...:(

i wish i didn't take life so seriosuly...:(

i wish i didn't take life so seriosuly...:(

i wish i lived more. i wish i gave more happiness to my family. i wish i knew how precious life was. how fleeting...
how special and at the same time fragile and insignificant. i wish i didn't give up on my dreams so easily.

ONE day your life will flash before your EYES, Make sure it's WORTH WATCHING...

When we look back on our life... in our last breath. We will all wonder. Did my life mean anything?
Did my life mean anything to this world? Was i loved? Did i have an impact on anyone else's life...
Did i matter?

We should not be worried too much about our bills. We should not be worried too much about our aim. We should not be worried about what will happen in game of thrones new episode? We should not spare a second thought of other's opinion and judgments...

Did i matter?
before you reach that last breath today might be the time to make a change.

Make your life matter. 

One day it will be over.

There will be two dates either side of a dash. Make sure that dash is not empty. Make sure it is full of life. Full of living. 

Oscar Wild once said,"To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all." and you know what? he was right. Do not live like everyone else... Existing...

Be Extraordinary.  

Live Every moment wit passion and wonder. Do not take anything or anyone for granted. 

What is important to you?

What dreams do you have? 

GO GET THEM 

What are you waiting for? 

You only have one shot and if you miss the target somebody else will take it away from you. You never know when it will be your last chance...

Don't take this magical thing called life for granted...

Keep your head up when everyone else is loosing theirs. Trust yourself when everyone else doubts you. Master your dreams when all others give up on theirs. Be the LION when all others are playing sheep. Be the leader when all others are following. Live each day as it may be your last day on earth because it may be.....

By Alexix Texton

#aazaadiyaan

A Letter to My Sister

हाँ ये सच है , मैं तुम्हे मिस करता हूं | हर साल ये दिन  मेरा सिर्फ तुम्हारे बारे में सोचने में गुजरा है | तुम कभी थी ही नहीं, कभी थी ही नहीं तुम यहाँ पर मेरे पास, मगर होती तो जान सकती थी की में तुमसे कितना प्यार करता हूं

बस में यहीं सोचता हूं की

वो बचपन की मस्ती

वो तुम्हारी पहली मुस्कराहट जो तुमने मेरी गोद में ली थी

वो एक दुसरे के साथ एक ही थाली में खाना खाना 

वो एक दुसरे की चुगली मम्मी से करना 

वो एक दुसरे से लड़ना और मम्मी से शिकायत करके मुझे पिटवाना 

वो मेरा होमवर्क तुमसे करवाना

वो स्कूल में तुम्हारा बॉडीगार्ड बनकर रहना

वो तुम्हारा रोते हुए स्कूल से आना और मेरा तुम्हे मनाना

वो मेरे सारे सीक्रेट मम्मी पापा से छुपाना

वो मेरा दोस्तों से पीटकर आना और तुम्हारा मुझे दवा लगाना

वो मेरा तुम्हारे खिलोने तोडना और तुम्हारा मुझे मम्मी से डांट लगवाना 

वो याद है जब पापा ने मुझे मेरी गर्लफ्रेंड से बात करते हुए पकड़ा था तब तुम ही तो थी जिसने मुझे बचाया 

वो मेरे मार्क्स कम आना और तुम्हारा मुझे इंग्लिश पढाना

वो मेरा घर से बाहर पढ़ने जाना और तुम्हारा मुझे गले लगाकर रोना

वो तुम्हारा हर राखी पर मुझे घर बुलाना

वो साथ में रात भर टीवी देखना और पोपकोर्न खाना 

तुम्हे याद है जब पहली बार तुम रसोई में गयी थी और तुमने चाय में नमक दाल दिया था आज भी हम उस बात को याद करके कितना हँसते है

वो हर बार मेरा रात में 1 बजे छुट्टीयों मैं घर आना और तुम्हारा मुझे गरम खाना बनाकर खिलाना,  

वो तुम्हारा मॉल में जाना और मेरे खूब सारे पैसे खर्च करवाना

वो तुम्हारा दिवाली पर रंगोली बनाना और मेरा ये कहना की ये तो कोई भी बना लेगा

वो तुम्हारा बचपन का बैग जिसमे तुम तुम्हारी गुड़िया रखती थी तुम्हें याद है वो बैग आज भी मेने संभाल कर रखा हैं

वो याद है तुम्हें जब तुम्हे जब हमने भैया की शादी में साथ में डांस किया था और में सारे स्टेप्स भूल गया था

हाहाहाहा कितनी हसीं आई थी उसका विडियो देख कर...

वो याद है जब हम सभी नानी के जाया करते थे और तुम वही रहने की जिद करती थी और फिर में रो कर तुम्हे साथ ले जाया करता था

वो घंटो तक फ़ोन पर एक दुसरे से बात करना

वो तुम्हारा तुम्हारे बर्थडे पर मेरे साथ केक काटना याद है तुम्हे ?

   

और वो याद है तुम्हारी पहली राखी जो तुमने मेरे लिए अपने हाथो से बनाई थी जो आज भी मेरे पास रखी है 

और इस तरह ही हज़ारो चीजे जो हमने साथ में की है मैं बहुत मिस करता हूं पर तुम नहीं हो लेकिन अगर तुम होती तो तुम जान सकती थी की मैं तुमसे कितना प्यार करता हूं |

दर्शित 

तुम्हारा भाई 

Don't take life too seriously

You know Bertrand Russell an Englishman? Bertrand Russell said, if you beginning to think that what you are doing is very important, you need to take a holiday. Holiday does not mean going to some place like Himachal or Switzerland. Holiday is every day. In those 24 hours you must take a holiday from your seriousness. Seriousness has come essentially because of your self-importance. You hold yourself an important person. I wanted you to see that you are like speck of dust in this existence. Tomorrow morning if you will disappear for sure in this world nobody will miss you except some of your relatives and friends. Even down under they won’t bother much you know? They will forget soon enough.

Isn’t it true??

You will go like whhooff…

And nothing will happen to this world. Every human being should be aware of this in every moment of his life. It does not what the whole world is about. It does not matter how significant work you are doing. You must understand tomorrow the world will go fine without you. Just loosen up your life little bit. Laugh a little bit more. Involve yourself with people around you. Do things that you think is not so important. Don’t do things which are very important. Do simple things. It is very important to do simple things. If you are doing very important things in life, you will become dead serious and please don’t be dead now. That time will come, it is the time to be alive. Don’t be dead serious about your life, your life is just to play…

By Sadguru

See I am sharing this because I love this article and I read it somewhere. I am not a fan or follower of Sadguru or any other religious community.

Thanks for taking out time to read this..

Darshit

Pain

We all have things that we believe in for, dreams that we want to accomplish, problems that we are hoping to turn around. May be its to see our family to restore, to lose some weight, to break an addiction, to start our own business but sometimes as it goes on month after month even year after year we don’t see anything changing than its easy to think it will not going to happen and I will learn to live with it. We all go through disappointments, pains, losses, these all are part of life. It’s easy to get discourage by these things and think why this is happening to me. Sometimes we look at pieces in our life that don’t make sense. Painful time, even though you dislike it but it is developing something in you that can only be developed in tough times. Eventually that will pass. You get through it and you will be different. How the pain changes you it’s only up to you. You can come out better or you can come out defeated or giving up on your dreams or you can come out with new passion, excited about the new opportunities in front of you. I am not a loser. I am a warrior and I can handle this. Don’t complain about the pain because without the pain we could not reach the fullness of our destiny. Sometimes we bring pain ourselves. We make poor choices, get into relationship we know it’s not good and we have to deal with the consequences. All of us experience pain but don’t just go through it, grow through it. That difficulty is an opportunity to become stronger, to develop a new character, to gain confidence. Anybody can give up, anybody can let it overwhelmed you but you know what you are doing? “Wasting your pain”. That pain is not there to stop you but it is there to prepare you, to increase you, to develop you. Difficulties are part of life. It does not happened yet does not mean it will not going to happen in future. There are always forces trying to convince us to settle where we are. Life is a way to accomplish our dreams. Turn around and remember your dream. Will you allowed your dreams to get buried in you?  Try to remember once upon a time you believed you can do something great, you believed you can lead the team and win the game, you believed you can increase your productivity, and you believe you can break that addiction. You can settle where you are and nobody will fault you. Your enemy love to see that you are burying your dream. Thinking that this will not going to work out please don’t believe those lies. It’s there to stop you and to reduce you but you are not mean to be reduced or stopped. You are here to win the game. You are here to become all that you were created to be. Every time you remember your dream it becomes alive. All you need is to take action and start small now itself. Now means now not tonight, not tomorrow, not next month or next Monday. Now means now itself. This is the only way to achieve your dream. If you won’t try now somebody else will so it is only up to you that you want to think about it or do something about it. If you fail go back and try again and again and again and again until you achieve it. This is your time. This is your moment and your destiny is calling you. It is time to start. It is the time to make a plan. It is the time to START.

The pain is temporary but the glory is eternal.

What I believe is to become something. This is my year to break the bonds. This is my year to turn around. This is my year to get healthy. This is my year to meet the people of my dreams. This is my year to go further in my career. This is my year to break free from this depression. This is my year for everything I want in my life

This is your year too….:)

Aazaadiyaan

That Night at Hospital Bed

Half month ago i was happy guy living at Delhi and studying for ESE examination. I never thought with in short span of 15 days my life would take a big U-Turn but sometimes it happens. We have to live with this because nothing is in our hand when it comes to a major health problem.  

                I heard about this pain that this is more intense and more severe than the pain which a woman feel when she gives birth to a child but I never thought I have to feel this pain in my life. Even today I feel dreadful when I ponder about that night. I was operated by doctors on morning of 9/11. 

Yes…!!! 

9/11 always bring a big change in everybody’s life but my life had taken big U turn. On one side all over country was counting their currency and other side I was counting my breathes I was very afraid because this was my first time.

Day-1… On morning of 8/11 I was admitted in hospital and checked up by doctors. After deep diagnosis they found 5 stones in my kidney and ureter. They told me tomorrow we will operate you. I was happy because my problem was going to be solved soon.

Day-2… I was taken into the operation theatre on the structure. I was asked to remove my clothes completely. So there I was a nude patient in front of 3 doctors and other staff. First they cracked few jokes to make me laugh and suddenly they injected me some medicine so I got unconscious. After which what they did with me, still I don’t know completely. That day my eyes opened around 6 pm. I found myself on a bed in ICU. On my one hand cannula was there for drips. On the other hand an instrument for pulse checking and blood pressure checking was there. Other side monitor was there on which my complete information was shown. After few minutes I found my parents near to me sitting on the bench nearby my bed. I saw in their eyes, they are telling me that son your operation is successfully done and they will discharge you soon. I was asked not to speak much and not to move for at least next 3 days. I was happy but I didn’t know that night was going to be horrible night of my life. I was in ICU so my parents were not allowed after 10PM to be with me. They left me around 10.15PM. Till then everything was okay because doctor gave me injection of pain killer during day time. Around 11PM I felt some pain near my right kidney and I called staff member. He told me sir you will have to feel the pain tonight, we can’t give you pain killer because it is the process. Slowly slowly pain started increasing and I started crying loudly. The pain was so extreme and austere that I was not able to bear it. I had wept for the whole night loudly. This night I can’t forget in my entire life.

Day-3… On the next morning doctors came and gave me some injections and medicine so I slept and I was transferred to general ward from ICU. When I woke up I found myself in a room between two beds. After some time they told one patient who was left side of me, has been admitted for more than one and half month due to injury in brain. He was around 30 years old. His family had spent more than 2 lakhs rupees. On the right side there is another patient who has been admitted since last 15 days due to heart problem. His family had spent more than 1 lakhs. Both of them are unconscious and food is inserted with a small pipe through their nose. I was shocked because my whole stusy of this year is fucked by these stones and another side those people who even dont know whether they will be alive or not after this treatment. They just have small Hope to go outside this hospital as soon as possbile. That night was my last night in the hospital. I felt pain again with same intensity and I cried but this time I cried due to them. Due to those two patient not due to my pain.

Day-4… Next morning on 11/11 I was discharged but still I think about those two patients and I wish God help them to recover their natural state fast. I wish we all live healthy and be happy for long, long and long. My purpose of sharing this story is not to gain sympathy of people but to tell that if you are really sad due to something, go to any hospital and talk with patients, help them, no financially but by humanity.

At last I request you not to call me because I can’t speak more for next few days. I also want to say big-big thank you to my parents, my family and my friends especially Shubham, Akshat,  Prakhar, Pranshu, Punit, Kittyyy for being with me there all the time.

दोस्त

लगता है कल ही साथ आये थे 

ऐसे हाथ पकड़ कर 

कुछ लम्हें थे जो बिता दिए

कुछ किस्से थे जो सुना दिए

पता नहीं वापस कब ये लौटकर आयेंगे

हँसा भी तुम्हारे साथ 

रोया भी तुम्हारे साथ 

उठा भी तुम्हारे साथ 

सोया भी तुम्हारे साथ

थोड़ा तो धीरे चलो यारो 

रास्ता गुजरने वाला है 

मंजिल तो दिखने लग गयी

पर सफ़र अभी बाकी है

आओ जी ले इन छोटे छोटे 

पलों में अपनी जिन्दगी 

क्योंकि पता नहीं कब ये 

लम्हें अब गुजर जायेंगे 

फिर वापस लौट कर ना आयेंगे 

कुछ का सफ़र खत्म हुआ 

और 

कुछ का है अभी शुरू हुआ 

दूर कुछ चले जायंगे 

फिर पता नहीं पास कब आयेंगे

याद करेंगे या नहीं 

पर वादा करता हु यारों

तुम हमारे बिना जी नहीं पाओगे 

जो आ रहे है हमारे रास्तो पर 

उनके लिए एक बात कहता हूं 

जी लेना यहां जिन्दगी 

फिर जी नहीं पाओगे 

पार्टी अभी कर लेना 

बाद में बैंक में ही जमा करवाओगे 

अलविदा कहता हु यारों

अब समय हो गया है 

नया सफ़र कह रहा है की नयी शुरुवात है 

पर मुझे पता नहीं शुरुवात  है या अंत...

The Suicidal Attack

“Student hangs self over breakup with boyfriend.”

“20 year old BA first year student ends life in city.”

“He quits his life by poisoning himself”

     I read those 3 news on P3 while reading newspaper few minutes ago & there are many more news like this which are not printed yet in any of the newspapers but after all they were also ours. As we can see this is only news of solo metropolis. We have large number of towns as well as news too. After that I searched over google like, “How many people commit suicide in India and worldwide?” You won’t believe what result I got over there.  I am copying the line as it is, “About 1000000 people commit suicide worldwide every year, and of these 135000 are residents of India.” Can you believe it? One and almost half lacs people end their life in India every year by committing suicide. Honestly speaking I can’t believe it because as I have grown up I have learned that India is the nation of great culture & people. Almost every religion has big connection with India. The great Vedas are being found here only. Ohh!!! I can say much and more about our country but that is not my goal to write this.

Actually I was so stunned by the news that I came across one incident of my life. Once when I was an engineering students & my first semester exam was going on. The day I remember was 14^th February, yes it was valentine. My first valentine in my long distance relationship as well as the day of my exam of mechanical engineering which is the most embarrassing and worst subject for me ever. Till date I am not able to understand those codswallop IC engines and Thermodynamics. On the other hand it doesn't bother me because “Jinhone samaj lia unhone kya ukhaad lia”. In the end my exam went very ruthless and I almost suppressed. I felt depressed and it was confirmed that I was going to fail in that exam. Apart from this we were six friends and they felt very happy after the exam so I became more disheartened than. To compare myself with others is not a good thing in any case but on balance this is by default programming of almost every students in India. I compared myself & predicated that I was going to fail in the exam. Sweating started throughout my body & temperature started increasing. I completely lost and I left my hostel in the late evening for end up my life. I kept on walking on the road towards nowhere. I didn’t know where I am going nevertheless I was going to end up my life for just having a bad exam. Suddenly I saw something that completely changed my life. A boy probably ten years old boy came to me and asked me to purchase a garland which he was selling to feed himself twice a day flatbread. I really don’t know he was having parents or he was alone. Although the point is, he had hope in his eyes that he would make it anyhow. I questioned him, Are you happy with your life?” & he responded, “Sahab main sukh dukh nahi janta muje bus mera pet bharna hai or padhai karke bada aadmi banna hai.” After this I came back to the hostel, whimpered and slept. Next day I started my study again for the next exam and i worked on myself to overcome the fear. No matter how big or small but I am sure today where ever he is, must be happy in whatever he has. That day I promise to myself not doing anything like it and accept the whatever happen to me. If we fail at a point in our life, it does not mean we are a failure.

What’s the point of my story? Do I want to make myself superior to them who quit their life? Or I am telling you that see how good I am? No!!! The point is very simple why we don’t accept the things as they are? Why we want our lives according to ourselves? Until and unless we don’t accept the our failures and sorrows we end up being unhappy and this will lead us to wrong decisions. The boy could also end up his life but he chose to survive with less. He chose to be happy with less & instead of complaining he chose to chase his dream. Until and unless we accept the less & failure how we make more and large. The people who don’t accept the little they have, only they lead their life to suicide. I know I also made a mistake to thought about end up my life but gradually i overcame on it. That does not mean I don’t get depressed now, I get depressed till now but I know I will make it big one day and as same as me you too also can do it. So if you have suicidal thoughts before doing anything just count the little you have & take decisions with your calm mind and heart not with a mind of negative thoughts. If you are not able to take a decision just share your problems with the person whom you love and respect. Even you don’t have a single buck but you have your breath with yourself. So start from small, start again, start from scratch, start a new thing, start a new life, start a new career, start study something else, start the new business, start whatever you want to & always remember this world is very big and here vast opportunities are waiting for you. One life, live it.

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Are You Normal??

As human being we are considered completely normal if

• Believing that dreams are impossible.
• Believing in everything they tell about who are your “enemies”.
• Trying to be financially successful instead of seeking happiness.
• Ridiculing those who seek happiness instead of money by calling them “people with no ambition”.
• Always running for achieving something which you don't need at all. 
• Comparing objects like cars, houses and clothes, and defining life according to these comparisons instead of really trying to find out the true reason for being alive.
• Thinking that parents are always right.
• Following people who are in our family working at some big company.
• Keeping away our younger siblings from taking risk and problems in life.
• Working from nine in the morning to five in the evening at something that does not give us the least pleasure, so that we can retire after 30 years.
• Retiring only to discover that we have no more energy to enjoy life, and then dying of boredom after a few years.
• Saying nasty things about our neighbours.
• Getting married, having children and staying together even though the love has gone, claiming that it’s for the sake of the children (who do not seem to be listening to the constant arguments).
• Criticizing everybody who tries to be different.
• Waking up with a hysterical alarm-clock at the bedside.
• Wearing a piece of collared cloth wrapped around the neck, known by the pompous name “necktie”.
• Talking about the nation, its problems, even talking about people whom we don't even know. Even though they don't even know us too.
• Having news of everything but don't know anything about the self.
• Never asking direct questions, even though the other person understands what you want to know.
• Keeping a smile on your face when you really want to cry. And feeling sorry for those who show their own feelings.
• Thinking that art is worth a fortune, or that it is worth absolutely nothing.
• Always despising what was easily gained, because the “necessary sacrifice”.
• Following fashion, even though it all looks ridiculous and uncomfortable.
• Being convinced that all the famous people have tons of money.
• Investing a lot in exterior beauty and paying little attention to interior beauty.
• Using all possible means to show that even though you are a normal person, you are infinitely superior to other human beings.
• In any kind of public transport, never looking straight into the eyes of the other passengers, as this may be taken for attempting to seduce them.
• Never laughing out loud in a restaurant, no matter how funny the story is.
• As you grow older, thinking you are the wisest man in the world, even though not always do you have enough life experience to know what is wrong.
• Going to a charity event and thinking that it is enough to put an end to all the social inequalities in the world.
• Eating three times a day, even when not hungry.
• Believing that the others are always better at everything: they are better-looking, more resourceful, richer and more intelligent. Since it’s very risky to venture beyond your own limits, it’s better to do nothing.
• Using the car as a way to feel powerful and in control of the world.
• Thinking that everything your child does wrong is the fault of the company he or she is keeping.
• Marrying the first person who offers a position in society. Love can wait.
• Always saying “I don’t have time”, even though you are busy in all wrong things.
• Putting off doing the most interesting things in life until you no longer have the strength to do them.
• Avoiding depression with massive daily doses of television programs and social media.
• Believing that it is possible to be sure of everything you have won.
• Blaming the government for everything bad that happens.
• Being convinced that being a good, decent and respectful person means that the others will find you weak, vulnerable and easy to manipulate.
• Being convinced that aggressiveness and discourtesy in treating others are signs of a powerful personality.
• And finally, thinking that your religion is the sole proprietor of the absolute truth, the most important, the best, and that the other human beings in this immense planet who believe in any other manifestation of God are condemned to the fires of hell.

This is how our society works and if you want to break the rules, You will be called abnormal. Now it's only our choice of being normal or abnormal. Although I read this somewhere but i want to share this with my readers so i posted it. 

                                                     

                                                           Are you normal??

or

It is first time you want to be

abnormal???

I am a Common Man

             I am a common man. Yeah… I am a simple person. I am one who go for work at early morning and return home late. I am very busy because I have to earn money for myself, my family, to pay the fees of my children, for emi instalments, for medical of my parents. This is me & my life. I have been doing this for years and I will keep on doing the same. I have dreams but I can’t fulfil them because I don’t have time to think for them. I am busy in developing my status in society. I want my name should be there on mouth of my family members. I want my bank balance should maintain. I don’t think about my health and life, I just want to run for being a successful person. For me success is money, name and fame. For me success is having a vehicle which contains four tyres, branded attires & a cell phone which contains a fruit symbol on back side of it. I am proud of my attitude and life because I have left a large population behind me who are still trying to become like me or you can say I am a stud. I like to hang out at weekends. I love my children. I want to see them at the top of this world but I can’t let them take any risk because I am afraid of this world, what people will say if my children don’t get successful in their life. I have decided a career option for my daughter and she is going on that path happily. Sometimes she told me about her dreams but I create fear in her heart by telling her some good failure stories of my family members or my near ones. She easily believes on those stories because she thinks i am the one who knows everything.

            My son is doing job in a big MNC and his package is 10 times of my monthly salary. I am very happy for him. He is very successful person. I never asked him what he wants. He has been walking on the path which was previously decided by me. I am happy because he will get a good bride soon and I can also ask for some dowry. I remember once my son told me something that he wanted to be a writer. We all laughed over his desire. In this busy world who can give money to a writer? Am I wrong? Who will give money to a write? Is there any career option in writing? Definitely not. I told him some failure stories of my family members and my near ones on same pattern which I told my daughter. He understood that easily or you can say I made him afraid of being not paid for what you want in your life to do. Now he is MBA from a very good college. I don’t do any future planning for my life I just react over situations every time. I take decisions on the basis of my thoughts or you can say on the basis of others life. I don’t want my son to take any risk in life because I have seen big failure in my life and I learned that failure is very bad for life. I don’t know why successful people like Sachin Tendulkar always says,” Failure at most important part of success.” I think he had luck with him. Nevertheless I won’t allow my son to take any big risk in his life because I can’t see him as a failure. My son’s big job is one of the reason of my status in this society and if he take any risk, might be my status get down. I don’t have courage to see my life like this. For me our family status is very important as compared to our happiness.

         I also have a friend whose son is just opposite to my son. He also has an engineering and MBA degree like my son. He was also doing a job in a good company, but he left his job. Really he is mad, he left a job in which he was paid almost same like my son. One day he came to his father and told him that he don’t want to do job further in his life rather he want to open a small restaurant in his city for the people and he want to provide a quality food for people over there. Actually he was very frustrated by the quality of food which he was getting in his job. His father who is my friend also opposed him very much but he didn’t listen to him. He was very stubborn that time. Today he is running a small mess in which he is providing quality food to people. I am very happy because his earning is very less as compared to my son but I don’t know why he is very much happy as compared to my son. I can say this because whenever my son and he meets, he always tells my son about his growth at his small business of mess and my son always tells him about problems of his job. Apart from it I am very happy because my son is working in a very big MNC and my friend’s son is just a mess wala.

  Story ends here. I have a lot words here to describe you what I told by this story but I won’t do that. Now I am leaving on you to understand whatever you want to understand by this. It’s only your choice who you want to be in your life. All you need is courage to stand for what you want.

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