Failure

Everybody fails. Once, twice, thrice, few times in life.

I fail daily in my life. You may think daily!!! How??? Yes I fail daily and I am really a big failure, since I have grown adult I have become failure. When I was a kid I used to be a champion in everything whatever I do. I wasn’t champion in reality but in my mind and thoughts I was a champion in almost everything. This was because I never played or done anything to win the game or something. I just played for my enjoyment and entertainment. Now I am an adult and I do almost everything for my pleasure or profit. I don’t play the game to enjoy its beauty, I just want to win & believe me the day I started living my life this way I have never won a single game because my win strategy is always dependent on other's defeat.

So I fail every time, every day, every moment of my life whenever i play to win the game.

Daily I sleep with a thought to wake up early but almost every day I ended up late morning. Still I am trying & one day I will be perfect in it.

Daily I commit myself to do yoga and some meditation but I more than 50% of time I failed in it too. nevertheless i do it twice or thrice a week in the morning and i am proud of it and soon it will convert to full week program.

Daily I promise myself to give 100% for my work & duties but here again I fail sometimes due to my attention which is withdrawn by WhatsApp & Facebook & some rubbish things. I started this with small small steps and i will achieve it very soon.

Daily I obligate to sleep around 10:30 which is best time to sleep but almost every day I come to pass with my smart phone till midnight hours. Now i started to switch off phone after 11PM so there not any other option will be available for me except sleep.

Daily i fail to control over anger, frustration, jealousy, greed but i keep on functioning on it until & unless i get control over them. 

Daily I fail to be happy and peaceful throughout the day. I angry sometimes, I abuse sometimes, I use bad words, I talk nonsense. I fail to make people happy infect I know it couldn’t possible on the other hand I don’t know why I have been doing this for so long time. Nevertheless I put my head up I see everybody is doing the same. We all try to make other person happy instead of ourselves we do this for others.

Hahahaha…:P 

What the f*** we all are doing?

It’s not only my failures. My list is very big. Even I failed to follow my resolution which I made with myself last year. I failed to chase my dreams. I failed in my single long suffering relationship. I failed to gain weight this year too. I failed in some exams too.

Hahahaha…..:P   

                                                             I failed.   

Everybody fails in their life but everybody do not have courage to tell the whole world about own failures. I am proud of my failures for the reason that it gives me encouragement to grow more and try one more time. I have courage to tell everybody that I failed a number of times in my life. No matter what you or anybody think about me I will keep on dreaming in my life and I will keep on growing slowly & gradually. We all know failure is the way to success.

This is my last blog of this year 2015 & when i started writing this i thought of write my success but that won't inspire you to do something so i wrote failures which is cause of all my happiness and success.

At last if you are laughing on my failures this last line i will dedicate to your life.

"If you are not trying to do something new, something interesting in your life, something that is impossible for this world or you, something that you always want to do, you have already failed". 

                                 कोशिश करने वालो की कभी हार नहीं होती |

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